Goat Train @goattrain@the.resize.club

oh gosh, last time I used this site Stephanie was barely a thing

and NOW look at me! https://the.resize.club/media/dLJUFsBeat0FYuQRAfE https://the.resize.club/media/C0jSQzDC9YxOBdI8p74 https://the.resize.club/media/NO5LFlLdt1No_a4KlZE https://the.resize.club/media/uqQ8wNI0JjolcWF1geM

oh huh, Mastodon is still a thing! I kinda completely forgot about this place, and I'd love to start using it again, but I'm a little worried about spreading myself too thin between social media sites?
We'll just have to see what I can handle, I guess!

For those who don't know me from elsewhere, I'm WAY more active on birdsite, so if I disappear again I'm probably over there

https://goo.gl/forms/oVyCXLfHcIzCktTf1

Getting people together for a Christmas G/t art pack! After the fun everyone had in making the Halloween pack recently, most of them expressed interest in doing something similar for Christmas, so I’m putting one together. If you're interested in drawing/writing something for a Christmas art pack focused on macro/micro, check out this form! There are a couple rules to note at the top, so please read through those.

Thinking about it, this is the first time I've had significant problems with another individual (if this is all from one person). Which, for an artist online for as long as I've been, is kind of outstandingly good.

All of this stuff is possibly coincidence, but so much weird stuff going on all at once and with this timing is making me wonder.

I'm so tired of this, and I kinda wish it would just be over. If his claims that he'll be going to the Air Force in six weeks are true, there is at least a light at the end of this tunnel; it's just a long tunnel.

Triple Update: There is evidence to support that the Duder is using multiple accounts, or has friends helping him now. The person who e-mailed me that I did not personally know, who said he had been contacted by the Duder, is looking very suspicious, and I had someone on Tumblr "troll" me for a bit after I blocked Duder's Tumblr blog.

Update update: Duder has officially crossed the line and is getting people I don't even know involved in this, trying to convince them to make me restore contact and work with the Duder again.

Not happening!

Update: apparently the duder I had to block is now reaching out to my friends, trying to get them to tell me to unblock him, so he's gone a step above and beyond what I thought he'd be capable of.

It's doubly weird because he HAS my e-mail address and Is Not Shy about sending me e-mails

I'm getting a little worried that he's gonna turn into a legit nuisance to folks, and that'd suck, but I stand by my decision. He was being awful and he shouldn't get to decide when he's had enough punishment

drew a big Stephanie before bed, because sometimes ya just gotta be Big
https://the.resize.club/media/My89czAc5mnqk4c4JEM

drew a small Alice for a Halloween art pack I headed these past couple months! I really like this one, and I'm happy I can finally post it publicly. https://the.resize.club/media/t7J9FzVy3C4RdfH-06c

apparently the extremely rude client I had to block and refuse all future work with has decided that the time is up and I should start working with him again, despite me saying it'd be a LONG time in the future IF I agreed to work with him again. Duder sent me three identical entries on my commission form in two days and then emailed me today asking if I'd gotten them

honestly the fact that people like ANY of my characters is pretty nuts, and something I'm still trying to get used to!

somebody approached me for the possibility of getting a commission with Stephanie in it, and pretty much I'm SUPER flattered. It's a bit nuts how well people have warmed to her, but in a good way!

Drew some Stephanies over the past couple days to help me deal with some low moods. Climbing out of these funks can be hard, but it's always possible to get out.

https://the.resize.club/media/ghbJ06W3zYbO5HZq5hw https://the.resize.club/media/p2xTHSWJE7jvDaGBjSU https://the.resize.club/media/ca5jvedkIoisV1kqDDc https://the.resize.club/media/TqQHHwgpbSrI-lNK1zc

the worst thing about being sick is that my brain keeps telling me I'm somehow "making it all up" and that I'd be fine if I wanted to be - like I'm trying to be sick or something. And all that accomplishes is making me mad at myself.

very small goat tonight https://the.resize.club/media/A0BtZJILP71WW_R_jsI

you know I had to draw Her https://the.resize.club/media/6QpA5f55HkCoxvpf9O0

whoop whoop, Patreon pledges are officially down over $200 in the last two months. That's going to make things a little tight financially, but I'll figure a way to make it up somehow

things will be alright

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Streaming with sugaryviolet and chibibiscuit​ today to raise funds for Violet’s move! We’re taking in-stream commissions, so if you’d like to get something from one of us, hop on in! Or just chill in the chat and say hi, that’s cool too~